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''One of the most powerful books of the year'' Daily Mail

''Nobody can make the serious funny and the funny serious quite like Ruby.'' - Alastair Campbell

Dear Reader,

Checking into a mental clinic wasn''t exactly on my radar in 2022. Writing about it wasn''t either. But here we are.

I spent a lifetime trying to create a ''front'' to give everyone the illusion that all is well. It wasn''t, and it isn''t. Now I look back and I think, ''what the f*ck was that all about?''

I began the book trying to find meaning by going on various, life-changing journeys, I ended up in a mental clinic; obviously things didn''t work out the way I expected. This is the story of what happened after the mental car crash . . . From then on, the journey had to turn inward. It turns out I wasn''t looking for meaning, I was looking for home.

I''m not a fiction writer. I can''t fake it. I could say I rode into the sunset, but life isn''t like that

Trade Review
An exceptional account on mental health from a true tour de force. We're all a little messed up in our own ways, but we should all strive to be as fabulously fearless as Ruby -- Fearne Cotton
Not only will this book make you feel less alone, it also might just change your life -- Scarlett Curtis
If you buy only one book this year, make it this one. Brilliant, heartbreakingly funny and painful: I couldn't put it down -- Joanna Lumley
A book about ways to find yourself, from someone who knows that she is lost. I'm glad this book exists -- Neil Gaiman
Nobody can make the serious funny and the funny serious quite like Ruby. It's why she is so important to the mental-health debate -- Alastair Campbell
One of the most powerful books of the year * The Daily Mail *
An unflinchingly honest account * iNews *
An open account of the benefits of therapy, particularly cognitive behavioural therapy, can only benefit readers and the book is a firm reminder that everyone can struggle * iNews *
Follow Wax on the winding road on which she tries to find herself, where you'll encounter many side-splitting laughs, the odd tear and no doubt fragments of yourself along the way * ES Magazine *
There is no-one as witty, inspiring and frank as Ruby Wax when it comes to mental health - this book provides a brutally honest and thoughtful insight into Wax's journey, including conversations with therapists and the highs and lows of fame * The Herald *
A typically sharp read, full of wit and brutally honest observations * The Irish News *
[Ruby Wax] is a force of nature, but also like so many of us, an incredibly fragile one [...] Her latest book is possibly her most honest yet. * BBC Radio 5 Live *

Im Not as Well as I Thought I Was

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      Publisher: Penguin Books Ltd
      Publication Date: Publication Date: 11/05/2023
      ISBN13: 9780241554890, 978-0241554890
      ISBN10: 0241554896

      Description

      Book Synopsis

      ''One of the most powerful books of the year'' Daily Mail

      ''Nobody can make the serious funny and the funny serious quite like Ruby.'' - Alastair Campbell

      Dear Reader,

      Checking into a mental clinic wasn''t exactly on my radar in 2022. Writing about it wasn''t either. But here we are.

      I spent a lifetime trying to create a ''front'' to give everyone the illusion that all is well. It wasn''t, and it isn''t. Now I look back and I think, ''what the f*ck was that all about?''

      I began the book trying to find meaning by going on various, life-changing journeys, I ended up in a mental clinic; obviously things didn''t work out the way I expected. This is the story of what happened after the mental car crash . . . From then on, the journey had to turn inward. It turns out I wasn''t looking for meaning, I was looking for home.

      I''m not a fiction writer. I can''t fake it. I could say I rode into the sunset, but life isn''t like that

      Trade Review
      An exceptional account on mental health from a true tour de force. We're all a little messed up in our own ways, but we should all strive to be as fabulously fearless as Ruby -- Fearne Cotton
      Not only will this book make you feel less alone, it also might just change your life -- Scarlett Curtis
      If you buy only one book this year, make it this one. Brilliant, heartbreakingly funny and painful: I couldn't put it down -- Joanna Lumley
      A book about ways to find yourself, from someone who knows that she is lost. I'm glad this book exists -- Neil Gaiman
      Nobody can make the serious funny and the funny serious quite like Ruby. It's why she is so important to the mental-health debate -- Alastair Campbell
      One of the most powerful books of the year * The Daily Mail *
      An unflinchingly honest account * iNews *
      An open account of the benefits of therapy, particularly cognitive behavioural therapy, can only benefit readers and the book is a firm reminder that everyone can struggle * iNews *
      Follow Wax on the winding road on which she tries to find herself, where you'll encounter many side-splitting laughs, the odd tear and no doubt fragments of yourself along the way * ES Magazine *
      There is no-one as witty, inspiring and frank as Ruby Wax when it comes to mental health - this book provides a brutally honest and thoughtful insight into Wax's journey, including conversations with therapists and the highs and lows of fame * The Herald *
      A typically sharp read, full of wit and brutally honest observations * The Irish News *
      [Ruby Wax] is a force of nature, but also like so many of us, an incredibly fragile one [...] Her latest book is possibly her most honest yet. * BBC Radio 5 Live *

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