{"product_id":"my-beautiful-psychosis-9781912807956","title":"My Beautiful Psychosis","description":"\u003cb\u003eBook Synopsis\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eA moving memoir following the author's own experience of psychosis\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eWhat if psychosis is really a wake up call? Emma Goude is a twenty-something who works at the BBC. She likes to party and take drugs... until she decides to give them up... and that's when the insomnia starts. After five nights without sleep she ends up in A\u0026amp;E. Three questions determine whether she is sane or not. Three questions stand between her and the psychiatric ward. She gets them wrong.\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eEmma is an atheist, a skeptical cynic who chose dope over God, so when she has some spiritual experiences she is not entirely sure if she is delusional. The psychiatric system has forgotten that 'psyche' means soul. All they know about is medication and they have ways of making her take it. It becomes a game she has to play in order to get out. It is also a perception of herself she must do battle with in order to stand strong in her belief that her psychosis is some kind of awakening.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eTable of Contents\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003eFOREWORD\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eEPISODE ONE\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER ONE: Dope\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWO: Insomnia\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER THREE: Admission\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER FOUR: Discharge\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eEPISODE TWO\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER FIVE: New Zealand\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER SIX: Union\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER SEVEN: Infinity\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER EIGHT: Shiatsu\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eEPISODE THREE\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER NINE: Discovery\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TEN: Qigong\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER ELEVEN: Sectioned\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWELVE: Awakening\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eEPISODE FOUR\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER THIRTEEN: Soulmate\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER FOURTEEN: Priestess\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER FIFTEEN: Initiation\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER SIXTEEN: Homecare\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER SEVENTEEN: Fight\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eEPISODE FIVE\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER EIGHTEEN: Transition\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER NINETEEN: Honeymoon\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWENTY: Premiere\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eEPISODE SIX\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWENTY ONE: Shakti\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWENTY TWO: Workshop\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWENTY THREE: Underworld\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWENTY FOUR: Confession\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eEPISODE SEVEN\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWENTY FIVE: Medium\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWENTY SIX: Dolphin\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN: Retreat\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT: Journeying\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER TWENTY NINE: Imprisonment\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eCHAPTER THIRTY: Voices\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eAFTERWORD\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eACKNOWLEDGEMENTS\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eTHANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO KINDLY DONATED TO THE CROWDFUNDING CAMPAIGN\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003eABOUT THE AUTHOR\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Aeon Books Ltd","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":51043203809623,"sku":"9781912807956","price":21.38,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0817\/1739\/5799\/files\/9781912807956.jpg?v=1750957410","url":"https:\/\/bookcurl.com\/products\/my-beautiful-psychosis-9781912807956","provider":"Book Curl","version":"1.0","type":"link"}